Good evening people. I have a confession to make(I wont say the whole story. Lool). It's something many of us can relate to. Here goes... let's title it, "a christian confession"
I have tried to teach having not understood; I have tried to heal others while still hurting. I have struggled with vices while lifting others. I even have cast stones while I was guilty.
I have lost relationships while trying to make a point. I have also lost some integrity while being vulnerable. I compromised when I should have stood my ground.
Some say they have caught me being humble (lol). I didn't learn it from the four walls of a church unfortunately: I learnt it after trangressing the unseen boundaries of corporate culture: and for that, doors where shut against me.
I have reviled when I should have blessed. I have trusted carelessly when I could have discerned.
The stench of hypocrisy on our righteous garments keep us bound though claiming to be free. There is one judge, His mercies are new every morning. He sees you where you stand. He will help if you will stop hiding in the false safety of your apron made of figs.
I am still a work in progress. Are you bold enough to admit you are?
If you have been like me or are a going through a phase, know that I am actually praying for you.
In the mean time, be true to yourself. Identify your flaws and seek help. Oh yes you can!